Today was supposed to be perfect. Me and my friend Alex were supposed to go to the mall and what does he do? Cancels last minute becuase thats what Alex does. I know him very well and this shouldntve suprised me like it did but i am so upset by this.
He said he was sorry and that he felt bad, and i feel bad too for saying “yeah” back to his original cancellation but come on, you cant just do that 30 minutes before were supposed to leave. The day before? Okay. The week before? Fine. Not now.
I feel like all of this happened becuase i didnt go to church today.
Alex is a soft spot with me, idk we used to date and he is sorta that one person i would do anything for. He has a girlfriend though and has for a few years and i gave up hope completely when he gave her pearls for christmas.
About me
Blank. This is my place to a. expell my thoughts and feelings to a less public audience and b. fangirl over all time low and all the other bands i adore.
In other words this is a seperate tumblr from my original one.
